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Interests: Ping Pong; Math; Doing sat practice... jk lols; uhhhhhh.. saying roflesburger and roflcopter; uhhhhh... hate going to sconex: my friends have so developed-indepth stuff... wait thisis interests (wtf am i doing, ppls???shift+1) ok.. next... expertise?!!!! shift+/ wth
Expertise: uhhh math tuttttoring, sbelling, typing, swimming ... darn shoulda put this on interests; oh wells.... hmm wut was i gonna say abt maf tutoring.. darn if u know me, dont ask me to remember stuff unless its a number; for some reason (mayb cuz im aszn) i can remember those cutzy things!
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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Sorry

Sorry: a phrase used to express one's regret of an event involving him/her.
i.e. I am so sorry for the sins in my life, i.e. p$m, greed, selfishness, lying etc.
But what a stupid thing to say... when it's such a small issue... I always say sorry instead of "excuse me," but it never really makes much sense unless I bump into the person.
However, when my friend's say sorry, it really dampens my mood. It makes me feel as if they have a reason to be sorry even when it's just a small deal, like just now when my roommate denied to go study with me. It worsens the situation and I just feel a rage inside of me, after my good friend says "excuse me" to make me repeat what I've just said. And then there's Charlie, who's mere presence I cannot stand, let alone calls and conversations, and yet he lives with me. There is no perfect friend but gosh, what would he be like? Why am I left to criticize Charlie when I'm just struggling like him, with jealousy, pride, and tiredness?
Another thing is my desire to repay people back and why I am so hesitant to ask for help: I must help them first, otherwise, they're sure to say no, right? Not all the time.., in bargaining 101 with Pap's John's/Dominoo's, and in homework this week, I've learned to put my foot in the door to opportunities to learn from others, to seek the best for myself, because in the long run, the only person on this planet, the only human being who cares more for me than him/herself is me.
Which leads me back to my homework unmotivated but tired.


Monday, June 15, 2009

i ono.. just wanna be late and tired to work tomorrow again i guess:

Spring 2007: Brooklyn Tech End of Year Survey
Classes
period 1: Calculus BC (Tao)
period 2: Calculus BC (Tao)
period 3: Honors American/Economics (Weiner)
period 4: AP Chemistry (Mehlman)
period 5: AP Chemistry (Mehlman)
period 6: Lunch
period 7: AP English (BROWN!)
period 8: Environmental Engineering/Urban Planning (Cunningham)
period 9: Gym (Various): Good workout!

PEOPLE YOU MOSTLY TALKED TO DURING:

period 1: Eddie, Peter, Kun, Shirley, Sam, ppl I copied hw from
period 2: Eddie, Peter, Kun, Shirley, Sam, ppl I copied hw from
period 3: Cat
period 4: Leo/Claudia? I ono
period 5: Leo/Claudia? I ono
period 6: Silvy!
period 7: Laurennn, Teresa, Burnadead (aww whur are u naos?)
period 8: Igor, Envirothoners, Laurennn
period 9: William, Kwame Brown

Random Questions (i'm going to assume these apply to the spring term)

Who was your favorite teacher?
Of all time? Dr. Brown :D...
This year? Ms. Mehlman!

Who/what annoyed you most during 3rd period?
Shu-wing LOL.

Which period was the most boring?
Calculus for sure...wanted to stab myself in the eye

Where you were most likely to fall asleep or not pay attention?
Chem!

Which class did you get the most homework?
AP Calc, maybe other APs?

Which class were you the most hyper?
AP English! I didn't belong there :/

What was your favorite class?
AP Calculus(Tao was ridiculous!)

Do you like going to school?
For the most part...yeah.

Who sits behind you in Period 3?
Forgot...

How many kids are in your Period 2?
20+...and they're all suffering with me.

What teacher do you dislike the most?
I would have to say Mr. Tao...I don't really dislike him but if I would have to choose, his hw.. I mean Mr. Tao... would definitely be the most.

Can you talk in your 3rd period?
Yeah...Weiner tells us we have no rights to do anything.

Who sits next to you in 5th period?
Shit I disliked his cheating style! I only remember Judy and Yuriy in front of me: kewlios kidos!

Who sits in front of you in 6th?
It's lunch...

Summarize your year in three words?
Expected, Exciting, Ridiculous, Tai Kai Fang!

What do you hope next year is gonna be like?
It was great and glorifying to God.

What do you hope will change next year?
I become Christian.

During this past school year have you...

Had a Boy/Girl friend?
 Nah :D

Fallen in love?
One two many times.

Cried over a boy/girl?
Oh yea baby!

Gotten in a fight about something stupid?
Knowing me.. I do stupid things but I stop myself from fighting?

Ruined a friendship?
Yes. Wait.. first person?? uh... still yes, i guess =\

Started new friendships?
Mhmm no joke!! Sending emails at 4:50am is the way!

Had a bangin party with just your girls/guys?
If u mean gamecube and Dominos, u got it boy! :D pysche!

Been to a costume Party?
Yes but I wore the only costume at the cross dressing gamecube partyLOL.

Played truth or dare?
No! Never again!

Failed a test?
Math tests/Chem :D

Been to school?
Nah, I played hooky everyday. Even at graduation.

Gotten yelled at by all your teachers for talking?
Tao, Weiner, Mehlman, Cunningham! Gym too i believe.

Argued with a teacher about a grade?
nah...I got into Cornell in Decemeber :)

Skipped class?
Everytime I played hooky, everytime we had a sub...



So lazy... dun wanna write a new entry:
Top Songs In my Head 2007:
We Belong Together- Mariah
Everytime We Touch- Cascada
Tui Hou- Jay Chou
Backstreet/ All my life classics
Somebody save me- Remy Zero
ok i cant really remember them all from then..

Top Songs nowadays:
Everybody falls in love sometimes-Tanto Metro & Devonte
Xiao Jiu Wo- JJ Lin/A' Sa
Obsessed- Mariah
An Jing- Jay
Bye Bye Bye...
Ok I play Madden and even travel on the subway more than I listen to music... dont even get me started on all those hours at work: me and the ipod were never meant to be!


Wednesday, May 20, 2009

I dunno why I'm unhappy

Probably because everything hasn't happened the way I thought it could: not even B's down the board, a job paying 15 an hr, a girlfriend, growth in Christ, leadership during Junior year, just to name a few

I have trouble letting God control my life probably, if I am saying this. Giving my love life, my future, my time to God is much harder than saying it. Who would have thought giving love to God would be this hard. This year, I've just been a player (my HKSA shirt was right in that): one wanting to impress while keeping the girls potentially attracted to me in suspense. Conversation with people has been hard but keeping that smile on my face and talking normally to girls who have either broken my heart/vice versa is oh so hard. I rap (pray) to God for the Holy Spirit to speak to them, especially my fellow sisters in Christ. We all need it, God, I feel like.

Talking abt feel like: I have been letting my feelings get a hold of me. For example, I've not gone to CBS/Church/prayer meeting because I didnt feel like it. The truth is God and my fellowship need it and vice versa. It's a two way street and I dont' feel know God wants me to try to overcome this shortcoming as much as possible.

Finally my time and future: What's to happen to me if I don't study/be a missionary in the future? Only God knows. Who says I wont have fun converting ppl with new comrades in a foreign country compared to environmental work? I don't know. May God help me discern. I know I will be a great asset to Him. Let His Glory reign in my life for I want it to and know it will pleasure Him. Amen.

Update: I am satisfied not happy?


Saturday, May 09, 2009

You Are Carrot Juice
You are a warm, cooperative person. You work well with others.
While you have a fairly strong personality, you don't have a lot of clashes and conflicts.

You are ambitious, but not ruthlessly so. You won't step on anybody's feet to get to the top.
You are successful, and all your success has come while looking out for others.


Monday, April 06, 2009

Update on Classes

To be more outgoing, I will update my xanga to boost journaling and confidence.

Today I figured I failed my math quiz (or 7/10..) It's ok... I had confidence going in but apparently 4x4=/= 4.
I passed my road test. The second time around. Yes, impressive. Now it's your turn! Just don't turn when the light is red or if I'm there.
I loved this song when I was in Chinese class. Oh do I miss it. 每天说中文,每天开新门。(ok I made that up but it rhymes!)
ah the joys and distractions of Sophomore year. Now it's back to diff eqn and environ case studies. Woohoo. Update ppl!

"Fight the good fight of faith; take hold of the eternal life to which you were called, and you made the good confession in the presence of many witnesses." 1 Timothy 6:12

edit (why doesn't the date change)? I'm taking 18 engineering credits (well if you count orgo and engineering physics) its my hardest semester yet.. ok im exaggerating; my 21 credit disaster was worse but still

im gonna take my time and sleep from now on with 15 credits per semester. toodles. oh and I kinda miss chinese class still but I forgot the joy in it... 



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